2012年1月29日星期日

'The dead guy wins'

Here's how messed up former Soul Coughing singer Mike Doughty was in his early days trying to make it as a musician in New York.The following are some of the steps included in buying cosmeticbagfactory.

When he heard that his friend, singer Jeff Buckley, had died, he was so jealous of his success that his initial reaction was rage — not that his friend had died, but that his early death would likely turn him into a legend.

"I was just so utterly trapped in myself," says Doughty, who recounts those years in his riveting new memoir, "The Book of Drugs." "I immediately thought, he's in the firmament now. And I was right, but you don't think that about a friend who dies. What a horrible mind-set, the craziness of thinking that this is a game, and the guy who's dead won.Live Cycle authenticsunglasses for men and ladies . Utterly insane."
Doughty, 41, has been clean now for 11 years. But throughout his twenties, he lived a life of alcoholism, depraved sexual encounters and rampant drug abuse so outrageous that it's surprising he made it out alive.

Doughty, who will read from his book Thursday night at Barnes & Noble in TriBeCa, grew up near West Point, where his alcoholic father taught history. Already dabbling in weed, LSD and ecstasy, he moved to New York in the late '80s to attend Lang College at the New School. But he got a more expansive education at the Houston Street incarnation of the Knitting Factory, where he landed a spot working the door. "The bartenders were mostly dope fiends," he writes, and "nearly everybody in the place was stealing." His own weed money came straight from the club's register.

At the Knitting Factory, he recruited the members of his first band, Soul Coughing, which created a buzz with a raucous mix of hip-hop beats, quirky samples and Doughty's beatnik-inflected poetry. A musical novice compared to his bandmates, Doughty felt self-conscious about his talents,The great selection of wholesale cheapcanadagoose at TradeTang. even though he was the group's driving creative force. To make up for the inadequacy and to silence what he believed were his bandmates' incessant complaints, he ingested an increasingly potent mix of pot, booze, heroin and cocaine. In the end,,authenticmonclerjackets has not set an Overall Goal. he liked snorting heroin best.

"The first day I sniffed a bag of dope was one of the most amazing nights of my life," he tells The Post. "There's utter peace and serenity, and I felt like a part of the universe in a way I hadn't in the proceeding 23, 24 years. But you don't get that again. You get stuff that's kinda like it for a while, and then it stops working."

His touring life with Soul Coughing — which released three albums and scored its biggest hit, "Circles," in 1999 — led him into wild territory. He includes a detailed and demented three-page list of his sexual conquests, from the "hirsute, angular Frenchwoman whose enthralling moans sounded like an oboe," to the "girl in Pittsburgh with a middle-aged senator's jowls.This privacy statement discloses the privacy practices for cheapchaneljewelle."

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